Why wont you love me?

Every night, before I close my eyes,
The last thing I see is you face.

Your handsome smile, your stupid laugh,
No part of you could I ever replace.

You make me smile, you make me happy,
Even when I feel all alone.

And even though I know you wont call,
I spend every night by the phone.

And when I drift, off to sleep,
All of my dreams are of you.

I dream of us hugging and you holding my hand,
And all of the things we would do.

If only you, would notice me,
If only you would see that I
Have always admired, although havent showed it,
That you could make joyful when I cry.

But obviously, Im just not good enough,
And makes me want to scream.

But I hold it inside but always ask why,
Why wont you love me?