Ah I hope you aren't considering this...it's so very sad. You will be in my thoughts.

I would!!
i couldnt live without you! your really a big part of me and i wouldnt like it if you werent around! love you please dont do anything ever like this love you always xxx

This is again, so very heartbreaking.

Depression really drags us down to the lowest, darkest spot possible.

I can relate to some parts of this poem - many of us could.

My favourite line:
'chasing the answers that i never seem to find'

^^
We can search and search for those answers, but they will remain out of our reach.

A few things;

Third line;
'no' should be 'not' I believe

Throughout;
'i'm' and 'i' - need to be capitalised

The emotion in this poem was deep.. and sad to hear you fell far enough under the influence of depression to start cutting. :(

5/5