The hand i was dealt

I'm asking the lord to give me a sign.
I can't think straight, to much is running through my mind.
i feel the walls starting to close in.
i feel like I'm fighting a fight that i just can not win.
I'm starting to feel all alone in this world.
I have no one special to call my girl.
Love is a feeling that i do not know.
and thats a pain that goes right to my soul.
i don't know if i can live this life anymore.
I'm trying so hard to find an escape door.
my worlds getting darker and darker everyday.
i need someone to catch me before i start fading away.