I shed my tears from the comfort of my pillow
where my memories wash through me
where your scent lingers in my nose
because I know how much I hurt
I shed my tears in this pillow
an ever wet patch of you
dripping into my comfort
never allowed to dry
for fear without it
I would lose you
I write for you
I think of you
yet in the end
Im just a toy to you
I watch as you go around
as if my back is ever turned
where everything I do
is a mask I make for you
for the love I feel
is starting to break
When I think of us
I think of my future
with you and I together
split apart? Never
But when I see us
I think of forever
the pain you will bring
the loss I will feel
happening again
third times the charm
You feel threatened by her
yet she has no substance
You feel jealous of us
though past isnt present
If I should give out my heart
if I should shed these tear
give me a sign
give me a reason
I want to believe you still love me
I want to feel theres some truth
The words we pass
the feeling of our lips together
give me a sign..
**Poem 2 of 4 in a series, I write in a "trance" so dont ask me specific verses, ever poem is my emotion and once its written its immortalized.**I really do love you Zoe, but I need a reminder that you love me to..
