by j r harris Dec 1, 2008
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
Everyone has what they consider precious. for some people it is a tangible object with significant monetary or sentimental value. what i desire most is intimacy and for the longest while i have absorbed the concept of intimacy being something i cannot go without. i simply must be near that person that makes my heart glow and my blood flow. i simply must have someone to adore and aw over. i though for the longest time that surely i could not go without the feeling of the world far below me on cloud nine. so on the doctrine that my heart has accepted i spend my days searching for intimacy and it never comes. i have no one to hold or miss but i seem to still be living. some people lose their loved ones and it kills them inside but they get p still to realize life gos on. |