Im sitting here staring off a wall,
thinking have I lost it all,
have i giving up my dreams in life,
of a great career and a wife,
has my determination led astray,
will it come back again another day,
will my power and hope come through,
or will the drink stay strong and true,
have i been blinded by my fault,
is the rest of my life locked in a vault,
i think Ive sunk deeper in the hole
and all this because of alcohol.