How can the people you trust the most, end up being the ones that hurt you the most?
I've been hurt a lot, but the ones I remember are caused by the people I love.
My ex best friend in the world, left me to become popular,
My current best friend recently posted some inappropriate pictures of me on facebook.
The one person I was ever really in love with, cheated on, then dumped me.
A couple of my friends are making horrible decisions for their lives.
I always said I could never be friends with someone that made me do self harm,
But what happens when it's the people I care about most that are causing most of the scars on my arm?
So I sit here and wonder, is it my fault I attract these types of people?
Is it my fault they think they can do things to me and get away with it?
Will I ever be able to find someone I can trust with everything?
Or am I destined to be the one that gets played for the rest of my life?
If that is the case, then what's the point in my existence?
Is it so people can have someone that cares about them no matter what?
Or is it so people can screw me over without having to worry about retaliation?
I think to myself, Should I just end it all?
Should I screw all my friends over and end my life?
No, I will not let them win, I will stand strong.
I will fight with every bone in my body to be the best person I can be.
I will not let them get me, I will be the person I know I am meant to be!
I will love and cherish my family, I will help through the bad times.
The one thing I will stop, is letting people step all over me.
Instead I will make them respect me for who I am,
I will leave the people that use me all behind.
They will miss me, they will wish they hadn't been so mean,
And when that time comes, I will forgive them, but I will NOT let them get away with the things they have so fa in the past.
