Desperatly Falling

The pain is always inside me
always trying to hide
from everyday people
and ones who care the most
this pain is always calling
and now I'm desperately falling

I thought you were something
but you really were not
so the pain is growing
it's not going to stop

I tell some people about this pain
I want it to go away it hurts so bad
I keep crying myself to sleep
hoping that it is all just a dream

I should not have told you
but for some reason i did
I thought you were different
and not like them

So the pain keeps calling
and I'm desperately falling
into a sleep where I may not survive.
-copyright- Caleb Hammett