Collection of pain

There's a burning on the inside...
something i can't understand...
a power i can't deal with
a force so great it won't leave...

It brings tears and despair...
painful memories...wishing to be forgotten
suffering i don't want to recall
knowledge is power... used to destroy us all

its becoming a losing war...
its suffering beyond compare
I don't want to deal with it anymore..
make it disappear... forevermore

bring back the smiles... the joy and laughter...
those times we shared in our youth...
when we were naive...and unwise

I don't want to remember what i tried hard to forget..
I don't want to relive those times again
Can't there be another path
one unlike this one...where it gets better

I'm sick of the darkness i see..
I want to rid myself of this collection of thoughts..
leave behind the blood red color of the night..
run faster and further than ever before...
don't want to curl up and wish to not exist
don't want to feel like this anymore...

make it all go away...forevermore