My F*ing rant....

I can't take this n y more.... I'm dieing and the 8yr old i take care of does Nothing but ignore me and beat on me... i can't handle this pain.... i can't handle this treatment his father loves me so doesn't his sister but is it worth all I'm going through none of them know how sick i am.... i can't hurt them.... i love them too much i want to make them happy.... but he's pushing me to far I'm going to break my brain can't take much more.... its being consumed and I'm afraid.... I'm afraid that I'm going to snap... I'm afraid i care too much!!!!

to be continued
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