Losing it all

Y does it go on like this
y does one get it back
and the other doesn't

how much worse is this going to get?
will i be alone sooner that i want?
why do i cry?
why does it frighten me so?

I want that smile to return
that heavenly glow to gleam once more
I want things how they used to be..
I want it to all be ok again

Why does it have to continue to scare?
When its what I've seen before?
Just because it ended there
doesn't mean it will this time

Will there be never ending darkness
obscuring the warmth...
Will it forevermore be cold?

Will the sun never shine again
Will shadows be our home in the darkness
Why does it all fade and drop away

Wishing it was all happy again
wish the warmth would return.

don't want to lose anyone else
don't want to be alone so soon
can't this path turn around
let it all recover
and it be together with the missing pieces