I hate myself

I hate myself.
I hate everything about me.
I hate that Im not beautiful,
I hate that I dont feel special,
I hate everything about me.

I dont know what to do,
It makes me feel sick.

&& all I want to do,
Is vomit up my emotions.
I hate feeling like no one cares,
I hate feeling like Ive fixed me,
Just to find myself breaking apart.

I hate not knowing exactly how I feel and why,
I hate myself when I eat.

And sometimes theres nothing I can do to stop it.
I hate feeling this way,
I hate being me.
Just like me.