You'll Never Accept This

Gone... everything seems to just dissapear.
I'm beginning to understand why I'm scared.
and I know exactly what I fear.

You... my heart seems to just rip apart.
I'm not sure why I care.
but I know I've loved you from the start.

Love... it seems to be just so unreal.
I'm wondering why you were not there.
and why is it that I can't feel?

Pain... the only thing that I rememer.
I'm torn and shattered and continue to tear.
but I want to believe that sweet surrender.

Hope... since when did it exist?
I'm nothing to the world and I'm still scared.
and I know you'll never accepted this.

You'll never accept me.