If I pulled the trigger
Layed my hand on the gun
If I resined myself to a life undone
If I colsed my eyes
And let sweet sadness escape
If I let the light fade
And the dark pour over me
Swallowing all my sanity
If I took a step back against the sun
Could you even tell that I might not stay
In this life for another day
If I let that sole blade slide across my skin
Its kiss letting out all the blood withen
If I let deaths icy fingers touch mine
Would you even think to save me in time
Or would those steel blue eyes close
Never to open again, would shadows claim them
Would those eyes let go of all their sin
If I let myself fall beneath the waves
Let the air escape from those damaged lunges
Sometimes I wonder if you would
Even notice if I was gone
