G00d-bye life ....G00d night pain!

As i sat on the floor...
With a dagger to my wrists...
I locked the door..
And clenched my fists....

The only thing going through my mind....
was the tears you made me shred...
to you i was so kind....
But you just wanted a bullet shot through my head...

well i have 1 thing to say...
your wish has come true...
There wont be another day...
left for me to love you.

You have lost everything...
Like I did when i was with you...
But i lost everything a long time ago....
and its all coz of you.

You left me with a shattered heart....
when everything was going wrong...
you let us tear apart....
and 1 thing im NOT is strong.

i thought that you would know by now.....
Just how much it hurts.
When you are left with nothing...
but i get pushed back in the dirt.

So let me die now...
Let me die soon...
i hate you now ...
ever since this afternoon.

When i found the truth...
I stopped looking....
so i shut my eyes...
but opened them && found more lies.

Please let me go...
I dont wanna stay...
Maybe you will re-lize that ...
one day....

you will regret everything you ever did to hurt me...
Coz its nothing to be proud of...
Then maybe you will see...
that what we once had was love.

As i put the knife to my wrists....
please forgive me...
if all i ever brought was hurt....
You are ganna see.....

So watch the blood drip off the knife....
and watch me turn cold...
then you will re-lize that my life....
was worth nothing less then cold....

but one question first....

Will you miss me?
or will you not...
will you forgive me...
or will you leave my body to rot...

Im saying good-bye for the very last time...
because there will be no other...
was loving you a crime...
Well yes it was because you left me to suffer...

Good-bye life...Good night pain.....
1!!!!!!!