Until the day i disappear

Can you see it in my eyes
that maybe I'm just not OK
i just wanna run
just to get away

can you feel it in my touch
that I'm still hurting from before
once she was my everything
although you call her a hore

can you taste it in my kiss
that her name still runs through my bed
she's the reason i cry each night
before i got to bed

can you hear it in my voice
that my broken heart wont mend
until the day i disappear
I'll just go on and pretend

i know you'll never see it
cause i hide it so well inside
until the day that i give up
and call quits on this delusional ride.