I'll Always Love You The Most.

Even though all this time has gone by
Thinking about you still makes me cry.
My brain is so full of pictures of your face,
Pictures I can't find a way to erase.

The world keeps rotating, but I don't even notice
Because I still love you so much, and you know this.
But you don't even care, because I'm here and you there,
Leaving me with only one acquaintance: dispair.

I don't want to love you like this, or miss you this much,
But I can't help thinking about every kiss, every touch.
I thought in time I would heal, and get over you,
But now that I think about it, it's impossible to do.

In one breath I wanna let you go so bad,
But that thought alone leaves me so sad.
And in another breath, I still want to hold on,
Because the love I have for you is still so strong.

I've never loved someone as intesely as this,
I know it's crazy; even I don't understand it.
And just that thought alone keeps me up at night.
But not loving you at all...that just doesn't feel right.

I've dreamt of you every night since we departed,
And when I wake up and realize it was just a dream, it leaves me even more broken hearted.
I don't know what to do with myself, I feel so helpless.
The longing I have for you makes me feel so selfish.

But we're so far apart from one another, that I know it will NEVER be.
Never another kiss; never again just you and me.
And I hate the feeling it leaves to my mind, heart and soul,
The feeling not even my best friends can comfort and console.

I love you so much, and I miss you terribly so,
And there's just one more thing you should know;
Whatever the distance is, I don't care if it's coast to coast,
You are the one that I'll always love the most.

No one can ever take you place,
For you have the one spot in my heart,
That no one can replace.