My Heart Still Has Your Mark

It's hard to look at you,
after all that we've been through.
Seeing you walk away from me,
my teary eyes you'll never see.

Praying for your safety,
though you never think of me,
Holding to the loving past,
wondering why our love didn't last.

Tears wetting my pillow,
as I look into the dark,
Pretending I don't love you,
though my heart still has your mark.

Seeing that girl flirting,
as you smile brilliantly back.
That girl seems to have everything,
well, everything I lack.