Cutting

My tears fall
From my eyes
But the blood falls
From my wrist

My heart breaks
As I lose
More and more
People in my life

My heart aches
For John,
My love,
As I cry endlessly
Knowing if he
Found out
He wouldn't be happy
With me

Nothing holds me back
As I take the blade
And push it
Against my skin

The feel of the
Cool blade
Cutting through my skin
Loses some of the my pain

As I make more cuts
The more relief
I feel
From this stress
And from the stress
The world throws
At me