You held me in your arms,
Like it was when we were together.
You told me it was going to be okay,
And you held my hand, as I cried in your arms.
You put your arm around my waist,
And let my head fall into your chest.
All I did was cry and you let me,
You didnt say anything until I tried to speak.
I couldnt hear what I was saying over my loud sobs.
I wanted to cut, take too many pills,
Burn myself with a cigarette on my wrist just to take the pain away.
But you wouldnt let me.
You took my earrings away from me, my necklace, and my cigarettes.
Everything that was sharp in my bag you took.
We sat on the cold, wet grass, until I couldnt cry any longer.
I could never forget that perfect night under the stars.
You said: I love you too much for you to hurt yourself.
And all that did was make me cry more.
All I could think of was what we had when we were together.
I remembered it all, like it was a movie in my head.
Our first kiss, the first time you told me you loved me.
Our first break-up and our last.
How we didnt talk for moths,
And what I did to you.
How we first started talking again, how I said I was sorry.
How you would beat me up like you used to, and when we first started to hang out.
After all our fights, after everything bad that happened between us,
We still found a way to talk to each other.
I know that you never knew this but I cried.
I cried for days, weeks, moths, and years for you to come back to me.
How you left me at the football field and what you said,
Broke my heart and how I did nothing at all.
And its all my fault that youre gone,
But that night, that Friday night on November 28, 2008,
When you held me in your arms,
I knew that I was in love with you again.
*This really happened. Please tell me what you think.*
