I wake at night, alone in the dark
I lay there, cold, waiting for the tears to start
I roll over into my pillow, pull the blankets over me
Wishing I was blind, that I could not see.
The world is so cruel " It's a sin" as their tool
They don't know my pain, the hurt
I'm aware of the stares I shall recieve, but,
Still I believe, still I want, still I need
Someone like you, someone to love.
You all walk by as I lay there and bleed
How I long for the one to take me away,
to show me the light
When I no longer wish to fight
The night is mine. Alone, I cry
I wish for the light, it doesn't come
I walk down this road, dark and alone
it has become to feel like home
I want to once again feel happy, but,
I have forgot how
Tell me, will anyone save me now?
I am depressed-----------------
alone and obsessed-----------------
Now I have decided to lay myself to rest
I shall forget it all
I will never again fall
I am content with what I will do
So now I say "So long" to each and every one of you
