I fell so broken yet again because you have changed your mind about loving me and i sit here and wonder why i let you do this to me and i wonder why i love someone that breaks me into pieces every chance you get and this is is hurt the most and i have no idea and to stop it from happening again because i know that it will and i am so powerless against you and i am so broken that i have no idea what to do, i think to my self why me, why did you pick me for this much pain when you knew what i have been though and i am so broken that i not think can bounce back from this not this time, i am so broken and my pieces of my heart are in a thousand and one pieces and i can't pick them up this time i am so done with this and i say that every time and i let you do it over and over again that i have no more strength to go on with my life and i am tried of this , i am so broken that i am crying so hard , and i can't stop the tears from falling down my checks and i think if you have ever loved me i would not be sitting here crying over the same thing over and over again so i guess there is only one way and you and i both know what that is and that means a true end to us and i am afraid that is the only way to end us forever and then i will never sit here and cry again over the same thing and it seems to me that you don't care because i have never seen you cry over us only me and i don't think that it is fair for me to cry every night over the same thing, so what i am saying is that i am tried of being broken and have some much sorrow that i have to take this step to end us,
so this one is for you and i am so sorry but this is the only way i know how to end us for good,,
