I was a happy child
never gave a care about what people
thought of sweet little me
had plenty of adoring friends
loved and envied by so many
the cutest kid in class by far
how did it all go so wrong so fast
why did i fall from grace a few years later
did i really become that shy
i look back and it just can't be
my whole world couldn't change that much
not with out a real reason
but some how it did for reasons unknown to me
I'm left guessing at what happened
why did everyone leave my side
was i suddenly not chatty enough
did i say no to one to many boys
all because i was to busy waiting for him
i wish i could go back to fix it
nothing hurts me more
then the fact that i can not
i can only try to fix my present and hope
for my future to be as good as the past
