WHY?

THERE ARE TIMES I JUST SIT HERE WONDERING WHY I DO WHAT I DO. AN IT DRIVES ME CRAZY KNOWIN THAT I BE HURTIN YOU. YOUR THE ONE THAT STAYS BY MY SIDE EVEN AFTER I TELL YOU THE WORST OF THANGS. AN STILL AFTER ALL THAT I STILL BE HURTIN YOU N BETRAYIN YOU. I CANT BELIEVE MYSELF FOR ALL THE THINGS IV DONE TO A GIRL LIKE YOU. YOU AINT NEVA DONE A THANG TO ME. AN HOW DO I REPAY YOU, WITH NOTHIN BUT PAIN AN SUFFERING.AN NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS DAT IM SORRY BECUZ U DIDNT DESERVE ALL THAT SHYT I DID TO YOU, IT WASNT RIGHT AN I MESSED UP SOMETHIN THAT WAS GOOD AN I DIDNT SEE IT UNTIL I LOST HA. AN NOW IM TRYIN MY HARDEST TO GAIN YOUR TRUST AGAIN, AN I JUST HOPE ON EVERYTHANG I LOVE, THAT I CAN HAVE ME GIRL BACK.