Rapest..

The way you made me feel
the way i still feel now
i feel dirty disgusting and used
this pain is to f**king hard to deal

the way you took advantage of me
you threw it in my face
you lied to him and now it looks like i cheated
i feel like this worlds biggest disgrace

i cant believe he believed the words from you
the words that came out of your mouth
how can you trust them, how can you believe him
the words from a rapist

you dumped me
i feel this pain so great
this pain thats not going to go away
maybe this is just my fate
things go wrong for me all the time
its finally bringing me to my knees
i cant believe i can still breathe

i know i should have testified
but i couldnt get myself to do it
it has only been 4 days sence you raped me
i cant do this anymore i cant stand here and pretend
i cant pretend to be happy my heart is beating so hard and fast
looking and your stupid ugly lying ass

** i cant really write right now but its how i feel sitting in school with the person who raped me a few rooms away... the person who did this convinced my bf that i wanted to and he dumped me...