Today is the day I tell the boy I love goodbye.
I have to try my best to be strong and not cry.
Even though I think he is sometimes amazing.
He sometimes enjoys doing a lot of hell-raising.
He need to understand that that�s just not me,
And that�s one person I hope I�ll never be.
I want to grow up, get a job, and start a family.
He would rather be out gambling.
Over time I realized he is not the love of my life.
And I most likely will never be his wife.
He promised me that he would never leave.
I can�t believe I was that naïve.
I believed every word he said.
I had no idea that there was trouble ahead.
Then he cheated and told me lies.
That�s why now I am telling him goodbye.
I�m saying goodbye to all the pain he put me through.
Once again he has bit off more than he can chew.
In the bible, in the book of Revelation, It says God will wipe away my tears.
This tells me I have nothing more to fear.
Now I�m going to pray,
for God to give me the strength to walk away.
I know now that he is not a good guy.
So with this I am telling him goodbye.
