Turmoil rules my mind
my consciousness blind
misunderstanding is all I see
she stands, she yells at me
guilt now my partner in crime
hell no, not stickin to that rhyme
between us no ruddy spark
rollercoaster but no theme park
ha quintessential the favourite son
now lookin out for the hired gun
don't you go hurtin that gal of mine
hell I'll take the blame, just step in line
but I don't hate her, she is their mother
given time she'll find another
but my mind it still twists and turns
love for my children it burns it burns
my children's hearts beat in my ear
Dear god that's the loss I fear
their trust a reflection on their face
come on dad, come on back to our place
am I blind, did I look at the sun
Forever lost, lost love I had for their mum
so now I wear the burden of my free will
but I know now I feel the thrill
I look to the future, kids hands in mine
self doubt washed away, just takes time
elation now sits with me
I like the person I can be
