I sit, staring at the sea.
Watch the waves rise up and die on the shore.
I rose up as they did, many years ago to live, to love, to laugh.
Now all thats left for me is death, the crashing on the shore.
I avert my gaze, into the sun.
My eyes burn, filling with tears.
Tears of pain, despair, loneliness.
The waves are flowing out, crashing on my naked skin, stinging, burning, hurting.
I cant take this anymore, i wont.
I dive in, into the black ocean that is my heart.
So deep I feel no end, yet i feel a warmth, a certain comfort deeper still.
Could it be that I can still love, still find joy.
Maybe, maybe one day, when I resurface.
