I found out this morning
my Theo mike and Theo Eddie left this world
i miss them so much
say hi to papoo for me!
your in a better place
better than here
yet i questions why they couldn't stay
why there day had to come?
where everything turned cold and dark
where i fade in the mirror
waiting for their touch again
i at least know I'll see them once more,
I wish it didn't happen
i cry throughout the the night
it hurts so much
i dream of them when i sleep
i want them aside me,
i can't stand being in this much pain!
if i shed blood
if it happens to drip down from my vein's
at least there a part of me
i bleed my sorrow till the end
I'll be with them one more time!
i know it
i can't regret
it all happened to fast
why did it happen to me?
I want to die
stop all this misery
yet i still go on
even though i wanna shut down
give up with every thing i have
with them once again
saying away with this place!
wanting to vanish without a trace
silent like a ghost
creeping till dawn
where no one can see me
but that's not what they want
