Your still here and I'm already getting the feeling that your gone. I can't explain to you how i'm feeling, i just hope that you know how i do actually feel.
Your so important to me and it's killing me inside that i've got to face losing you at a time in my life when i really need you. I just want you to know how much i love you and how much you mean to me. I can't stand the thought of you not been here but that's what all of us have got to face, i just really hate the timing, everything just seems so unfair.
Why now, why you, why is it hapening at all?
I can't explain how angry i am, for one that this is happening at all and two, why it's happening now.
