I thought of you again
i tried to drink it all away
but every time i do
your image comes to stay
i try to think less of you
i try and try again
but every time i do
i hear them say your name
i try to think less of you
but my tears keep the flow
and now i know its time
for you or me to go
I'm not scared to leave
because then i cant think of you
you will disappear gently
and so will all the booze
as i get ready to pull the trigger
and hear the gun go BOOM!!
i take one last glimpse of my life & my room
as i look at all the pictures
hang-in in my room
i come across a picture of me & you
we used to be so happy
as i close my eyes and say
"I'm ready for after life, I'm ready to go away"
before i pulled the trigger
i was laying in my room
and when i didn't know it
i was thinking about you
BOOM !!!
