How i feel bout him. I have never, never felt like this before, of all the times i though i've fallen. This time is really different. Not because the fact that im afraid he might not be the one. But because i've risked everything to find Out. I get people telling me hes not worth it & hes like this & hes like dat. But in my eyes.
He is amazing.I just met this guy & im falling so fast.
& i coudent resist my self. It was impossible to resist.
I given all i have in me to him. I've lost it ti him. It feels like he has all the power in his hands to destroy me & break my heart & walk away wih out giving a fcuk. But, i trust him not to. I don't know why, i feel like there is no getting over him, there no way back. You get hurt this time. You get hurt big time. Like i'll never firget it.
I'll never forget dat first time. i really pray to god to give me streght. as sensitive as i am i kno how burnerable i can get. I could really fall apart. In million pices is he really breaks my heart. Im afraid. But i when i look in his eyes. I Think to myself?is this real?
