I have known pain

I have known pain,
i have seen pain,
i have been caused pain,
and i feel pain,

the loveless life that i lead,
is nothing but the torment that is caused,
by that of which you cause everyday,
the only tear shed constantly through time,
the loneliness that makes that tear be shed,
because loneliness is slow and constant and seems never ending,

i have known pain,
i have seen pain,
i have been caused pain,
and i feel pain,

numbness in this life is a conquest,
it's something to aim for everyday,
so that the pain is no longer felt,
waking from the dreams that cause more pain,
even though the night and darkness is loved,
it torments the single torment-able soul,

i have known pain,
i have seen pain,
i have been caused pain,
and i feel pain,

no blade, no rope, no gun, can heal,
no hope, no faith, no fortune, can feel,
no sorrow, nor strength, not sleep, not tears,
can grow this lonely soul,
can rise above and help,

i have known pain,
i have seen pain,
i have been caused pain,
and i feel pain,

no fire in her heart,
nor breath in her lungs,
no love in her life allows her to live,
yet she does, although she forgets to breathe,
or live, or move, she wishes to forget to feel,
but no feeling is numbness,
and numbness can be worse then feeling,
feeling lets you know your alive,
even when you want to be dead,

i have known pain,
i have seen pain,
i have been caused pain,
and i feel pain.