Deeper Cut

My tears are over coming
there drowning my insides
no one is here to hold me
no one seems to care
then tears start falling
my world is falling too
deep inside my soul
a hole is forming
i know he still loves me
i know he still cares
then if he cares so much......
why did he break my heart?
he said it wasn't working out
he said he was sorry
he knows that i cryed for him
what did I do wrong?
Was it for the best.....
what does he mean it wasn't working for him?
i didn't plan my life this way
i need to end life now
just grab a knife and take my wrist
one clean cut
deeper
deeper
just one last thing to say....
I still love you