Sometims I Remember

I have not talked to you in a while
but when I do I scream like a child
when i think of you it makes me smile

like a child who has missed its mother
and has been put back into her arms
like a baby bird about to take off and fly

but sometimes I remember when I cried
because you hurt me so many times
your all I think about you all i need
like a drug or a disease
I'm not sure what this means
but I'm addicted to you.