I'm tired of acting. Honestly? I miss having you around. I miss every ting about you.. But things will never be the same, and i guess i just have to except that. Or at least try..
I decided that enough is enough. That since you obviously don't care about me anymore, I'm going to move on. Easier said than done, i suppose. Because at the end of the day, I'm staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks.
You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
If you're afraid to let someone else see your weakness, take heart: Nobody's perfect. Besides, your attempts to hide your flaws don't work as well as you think they do
