I need to remember me

How do you know when it's time,
to go and leave it behind,
the thing that you worked so hard for,
something that was so hard to find.
I don't know how to give up,
How to let you go,
when your all I want,
and you don't even know.
You think everything is fine,
but look beneath my eye's,
Can you see my pain,
Do you believe all the lies?
I've tried so hard to put it away,
Forget the fears,
hide my face,
along with the continuous tears.
We've had some unforgettable times,
You will always live inside me,
every part of you,
isn't what I'm meant to be.
I don't know if I like what I am,
I don't remember life before you,
but I don't want to give up,
Every time you say I love you too.
I know you sense the end,
and you don't want to see,
I'll always be with you,
but right now i need to remember me.