what am i doing to myself, i dont even know me anymore
i want everything to be, like it was before
ive gone crazy, and all over the place
i have all these fears, that i cant even face
i blaze, i pop e, and i drink to make me feel better
i have sex, like i said i would do never
i feel lost in this world and all alone
i cant even find the place, where i call home
i think about it every night
hoping that soon, id find the light
wanna start new and fresh
and clean up all my mess
i wanna recognize the relfection in my mirror
i wanna sober up, and never be under the influence or liquor
not have sex at sixteen so much
stop blazing, doing drugs and such.
