Holding Onto Nothing...

I passed by the mirror today and had to do a double take,how much I have changed...

Remembering when the simple things would make me smile and how easy it was to breathe.

Now looking at the world through my eyes of beautiful chaos, I realise Im holding onto nothing...

I cant decide whether I've starved my soul of love or rather if love has cheated me?

How do you learn to adapt to the ever changing you if you were never really anyone to begin with?

If you listen closely enough the silence has all the answers we seek, yet I'm afraid of its honesty.

That would mean taking off my mask, the one everyone loves so dearly, and learning how not to pretend...