You did it again
What ever the hell it is you like to do,
You did it
You make me want to puke
No joke..
And thats the last thing I want to do
What if...
What if I cant stop, and I go back to my old ways?
Would you feel guilty?
Dont think so
You wouldnt even notice, much less care..
Stop it!
Dont make my old addictions come back!
Im begging you to leave me alone.
Please?
You stopped me from withering away
Now your presence forces me to eat..
Until...
No!
I wouldnt think about it!
Its better to think of my mother
She would be listening
She would be sad
She would be ignorant
She always has been
That changes nothing!
Im not going to fall down again
But everything I just ate
It hurts!
I cant keep it down!
Its clawing at my trough!
I can swallow it down!
Leave me
Dont make me fall again..
Forget me
Were better off this way..
I can with stand this pain
But you must never exist in my world
Never
Or of my addictions I will surely die..
Go on
Hold her hand
I dont seem to care
Just like you never will
If you come back
I will say
Your words have killed me
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Its what feel...when me and my ex talk...
And he really has no clue...
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If you ganna down rate, tell me why...
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