I need to move on

I can not go back,
I have made it to far.
I need to leave this heartache,
I need to move on,
to something real,
and onto someone who can treat me right.
You will probably think
that you treated me perfectly,
but if only you knew.
You showed no emotion,
and you somehow always caused a conflict.
I can not believe I ever defended you,
when people called you boring,
when they called you a loser,
and said they hated you.
I would always say well, he isn't that bad.
I wish someone had told me how you really are.
Then maybe I would not have to loath on the relationship that was not really there.
You have that smile,
that makes girls weak.
You have the looks to make someone go,
oww oww!
I have debated you many times,
and most of them I have won.
But every time I see you,
I fall back into love.
But this time...
I am moving on.
If never looking at you,
is what it takes.
Then so be it.
I need to move on.
So here I go...
I will see you in the next life,
And I hope you change,
so some poor helpless girl,
does not have to put up your sh*t.

**Please tell me what you think**