Crying myself to sleep once again
The miles separating us tears me to pieces
That click, then the call ended on my phone breaks my heart
The phone rings and my mind flies to you
But just some dumb telemarketer from god knows where
Trying to sell me god knows what
The cruel distance rips the fragile pieces of my heart
I cant even say that I miss being in your arms
Cause I've never been there
How ironic that the only one that truly cares is the one that is so far away
I want us too meet but what if you ,
What if you see my disgusting self
And think What the hell did I get myself into.
Why does it always hurt so bad
The pain that will send you to your knees
It tares at your sole, shreds your heart
But then as if being torn, shredded, ripped to pieces isn't enough
The pain follows the fragments of my heart
The pain just intensifies
Causing the tears to flow harder
Your common sense is ridiculing you
For being so naive, so ignorant
Of the pain that was most certainly going to come
Your mind is slapping you
For over looking all the possibilities of love
That were right on my door step
But I wanted you
No, I didn't want you
I needed you
The rest were shallow, heartless
But I just want the pain to end, forever
