Through everything i still love you

Newly out in this weird world nothing feels the same with out you
sometimes i think back to the things you said
and i wish i was dead
the sweet things you said bout how you loved me
only came out to be a lie you told me
thinking about how you could do me like this
sometimes makes me sit and wish
now you know that life's not the same
with out me and your the one to blame
ill stay here and secretly wait
hoping that my tears wont turn into hate
i thought i back to the things I've said
and sometimes wishing she was just dead
but now i know that you wont ever find someone as good as me
you just need to open your eyes and see
you say it was a mistake leaving me and you wished you could take it back
and saying you wished you have me back
how am i to know that this take around ain't another show what i said to you was really true
now I'm sitting here feeling blue wanting you back but afraid to say try to trust but still confused hating myself for the things I've went through but for some reason i still love you

its not the best i could have come up with but I've had a block for a while and for some reason that just hit me so please comment and tell me what you think