She wonders

She wonders

if she stopped smiling..
..would they notice?

if she tried to explain..
..would they understand?

if this was all a dream..
..would reality be any better?

if she decided to let go..
..would they care?

if she decides to trust..
..will she be betrayed?

if she had no questions..
..would she still get answers?

if she didn't try so hard..
..would it be any easier?

if she didn't hold on so tight..
..would it be easier to let go?

if she didn't try to explain..
..would they try to understand?

if she never got hurt that way..
..would she feel any better?

but if she stopped wondering..
..would she be who she is today?

theres something to think about