I can feel my heart breaking, and my god it hurts so bad,
i think i forgot to tell you , your the best i ever had.
i feel so guilty , unaware , of the self damage i have made,
sleeping alone for the first inawhile,
and i feel my hearts decay .
i miss the way your laugh sounds, and how your cry blocks out the sound,
is it my fault that you lost your self, or because i make you frown ?
if i could think straight for once in my life,
then maybe i can rehearse you my mind,
i know im supposed to be better then this,
but all i need is time.
im sorry to say that i misused you, but you misused me back
now all im known is the chosen one,
and ive chosen to stab you right back.
