If Only Words Could Describe..

If only words could describe the way I feel
I wouldn't have such a hard time everyday
Trying to subside the pain when I think of you
Missing you for all that you were

You left me for someone who doesn't care
A person that only feels for herself
Yet when she hurts your heart
The only thing you do is go back to her

I've always have been here caring for you
Though you've never really seen
We may be from two different worlds
But we both shared something complicated

You know you had loved me but you turned away
For someone who could higher your popularity status
I may not be high in ranks but I feel for you
Even though you never look at me the way you did

Maybe I shouldn't have lied and told you to take a chance
Then you would have told her no
But I deceived my heart to let you be happy
And here you are all broken apart

Now we can't be friends because of who you are
And I regret everything in the past
But you let a friendship of years go for a girl
I hope she loves you in the end the way I do

My heart told me no, but I had to move away
Far from you and her and everyone
Now we are thousands of miles apart and you don't care
That I'm gone far away, and still missing you

One day you'll find out the way I really felt
But right now I will just close my eyes and breathe
Thinking of you just hurts me so bad
And I can never go through it again

Even if I love you with my entire heart
Yours is no longer the same
I'd still give anything just to hold your hand
But everything is forever changed