Doormat

I am a doormat
She walks in
She walks out
She wipes her feet on me

I am so blind
I am so numb
I see what is happening
But I cant stop it

She controls my life
She controls my head
I love her too much
To want to stop it

We want different things
We have nothing in common
But I feel like the world would end
If I lost her

If I end it, I lose her
If I dont, will I lose me?
Im dying inside
But I dont want to cry

Im on a merry-go-round
Im going in circles
I know exactly whats coming
I just dont want to see it