What happend to us?
I'll tell you what happend.
you were there, but you never really cared.
why did you stay?
I'll tell you why,
because I always obeyed.
I put up with your shit,
just to get nothing back,
what the hell was I thinking?
I must of have been on crack.
All my friends gone, my family too
I didnt know what to do.
all I knew is that I loved you.
I hated you for what you did,
everynight was an ongoing fight,
it was like I did nothing right.
you started with words,
but always ended with your fist.
when everybody found out you were pissed.
but how could they not,
it wasent hard to miss,
I tried to hide the marks
and I even lied,
but it didnt help
because I would cry.
How could you do this to me?
you said you loved me and you cared
I went to sleep everynight scared.
scared I wouldent wake up to see my daughter.
what the hell was I thinking
letting you try and be her father.
your gone now and thats good.
because I would of killed you.
I still should.
