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by sexyCheckers Dec 15, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Look into the mirror and what do i see i see a monster with no life starin straight back at me who is this girl i ask staring straight back at me why is she trapped inside glass does she want to be set free? i wonder who she is she looks so fragile&pale seems as though people are looking at her watching her as she fails. i yell 'who are you?!' she looks like a lost case, nothing that we could do, would put her in the right place. i start screaming at the mirror, Telling to let her out, She wants to break free, Wants to lead a life without doubt. I grab my text book, Through it at the reflection, I take my final look, At the girl with so many imperfections. The mirror is broken, Shattered like glass, 'Are you gone little girl?' I silently ask. My mother comes in, As i slowly look down, I want to see her happy, But she looks at me with a frown. My mother she screams She shakes her head Wishing this was a terrible dream, Could her little girl be dead? My mother she stares At the glass all around, She slowly sits down;; There's blood on the ground. SHe rocks my body, Covered in blood and scars, The pieces of the mirror, Cut deep, a bit too far. Why isn't mother smiling? I ask to myself. I freed a little girl, See, I'm not thinking about myself. You always thought i was selfish, Well now i can finally prove, That I'm a better person now, I have nothing left to lose.