Something has been off lately,
But I can't put a finger on exactly what,
We sat together normally,
But a pause, then your silence; felt abrupt.
At first I panicked,
Feeling he loved me no more,
Then I was furious,
What if he was loving another girl?
I sobbed into a pillow silently,
Suffocating the agony that devoured my heart,
As I thought of him leaving me,
I was overwhelmed with more self-doubt,
He's going to leave me,
He's been acting so strange,
Was it all the little things that added up day to day?
Then I tried to pin-point,
When this change came about,
He's uneasy as if he's carrying a heavy thought,
Finally I thought, he's seen it like all the rest,
He no longer wants me,
I'm such a mess.
But amid this distress something made me see,
That the change in him only came because of a change in me,
So this leads me to conclude,
I'm just sharing my insecurity with you.
